"if it doesn't apply, let it fly." if something stings, it's a wound and not a scar, i've learned. am learning. am accepting. a...

context: i am in a break out room on a deep canvassing virtual training, alone because the person i'd been partnered with disappeared....

i haven't posted since may 5th, because may 6th i got arrested. it was the first time i'd ever been put in handcuffs. far too tight. it...

mark of cain cant help but to revert back a simpler time my childrens bible while well illustrated was not of people who looked like me...

tuesday! today i woke up and walked to the park where i did some cartwheels and practiced my handstands for a bit, before jogging back to...

versatile, volatile. when will my words stop being caught, stuck in my throat, tapped into existence by my calloused hands. "children are...

i had a really great earth day actually. i met up with my brother jay and we biked to red hook farm where we volunteered for a couple...

okay so my response time could use some work. the whole assess, process, apply that we're supposed to have as like a survival skill, is...

tonight is the third night in a row i played guitar. it's my dad's guitar, the same one he tried to teach me how to play 15 years ago. i...

today i was torn, that was dramatic, but that's what i'm good at. emoting, feeling, expressing. first off, i was definitely unwell this...

i am officially *online* (25 days here and finally having functioning wifi) which is *exciting* and also a little disorienting because my...

so since the year began, i'd planned on not posting till the first bardo loop of 2023 passed, (a bardo loop is a tibetan concept, a...

dwelling dawdling, dragging my feet. all i want to do is walk to the beat, of my own heart. i can't hear it, but i can feel it. thump....

misery loves company mother or miser, how about both and? now that i am older, now that i take care of my own needs, i can face the...

i never realized how much i longed for the quiet stillness of peaceful silence, the kind of tranquility that comes when you know that the...

i keep making foolish mistakes, but some of them are necessary for me to realize all my unnoticed areas of growth. like small details...

today when i woke up, my will to run was stronger than my will to be, and i ended up jogging and enjoying it (though i didn't log how far...

i write most comfortably at what most people would consider unorthodox hours, right now it's 3:30am, not that anyone asked; but it's the...