jülesJun 7, 20225 min readExcavation of the heartI think my favorite part of blogging is that I have to proclaim to myself each and every time that this is a safe space for me. I have to...
jülesJun 3, 20222 min readFaithfully. Fate. Finally. After two years spent in limbo, in a freezer below some school that forgot he was there, or rather, didnt even know because he was that...
jülesMay 25, 20221 min readi'm proud of you, julessnapshots of moments that fill my cup, tidbits, clips, stolen seconds that brighten my day, and make my life worth living. it feels...
jülesMay 17, 20224 min readday onei am writing from the luxurious comfort of what i'm thinking is probably a queen size bed because i think a king is a bit bigger but i...
jülesMay 6, 20227 min readit's all about perspective (an intimate overshare of my childhood wounds)i wrote an article for my organization's newsletter and reread it and i'm on this euphoric wave of pride, excitement, a bit of nerves...
jülesApr 13, 20222 min readletting go of that which does not serve mei turned 24 last week, it wasn't a big affair. i am not good at being the center of attention, the thought of having to make big...
jülesMar 30, 20222 min readbeyond my younger self's wildest dreamsi haven't written lately because i've been busy living my life, i haven't written lately because at the end of the day i am so exhausted...
jülesMar 19, 20223 min readthe only way out is throughi am not good at chewing through the hard things. grappling with tough feelings, being patient and analyzing a situation…those were not...
jülesMar 13, 20221 min readtaking initiativei've been finding it particularly challenging to write in this space, or in general. to synthesize my ventures, to sit and process my...
JulesMar 3, 20223 min readtwo years down, a lifetime to godear dad, it was the two year anniversary of your departure today. it's a pretty good benchmarker, an anniversary to evaluate, and...
jülesMar 2, 20226 min readwhat can i say?what can't i say is the better question, actually. it's a little entertaining that every time i take to my blog i have to remind myself...
jülesFeb 20, 20222 min readinsanity vs claritythe definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. i have spent most of my life letting...
jülesFeb 15, 20223 min readvalentines day 2022i miss my dad i miss my dad a lot i don't think about it as often as i used to because it's strange y'know to miss someone infinitely...
jülesFeb 3, 20224 min readhamster in a wheelit's fascinating to both actively and passively exist in various environments. i find myself frozen in that limbo space, between present...
jülesJan 31, 20226 min reada heart overflowingwhat does one do when the tender feelings of gratitude are all one can feel? when the small realizations occur when the details finally...
jülesJan 22, 20222 min readnight number one, upstate take twoi am sitting in a purple room, reminiscent of the purple i grew up with. the light shade coloring the walls i spent as little time as...
jülesJan 19, 20224 min readi am choking on nothing. i am breathing through everything. this is my first blog post in a while. this is my first blog post since reconnecting with my therapist. this is the first blog post since...
jülesJan 4, 20229 min readi feel like a joke without a punch lineit's hard for me to write. i don't want to explore any more thoughts and feelings. i want to curl up in a ball under the covers and sleep...
jülesDec 27, 20215 min readbeing a wallfloweras i was waiting for this to load i was thinking of starting this post with "dear friend" like they did in perks of being a wallflower...
jülesDec 18, 20212 min readFREEWRITE ~ 12.17.21at this point i think it's ridiculous how many worlds i try to exist in. by this time i'd have thought i'd learned my lesson in spreading...
