autumnal equinox/festival/sukkot

all the lunar based calendars converged over the last few days. the moon was full, and days are about to get shorter again. another cycle.

a couple updates, though i do have to go sleep for shachrit tomorrow.

-i got a fellowship i applied for, i am very excited

-i quit my package job because i realized life was too short to choose misery and suffering for the promise of reward at a hypothetical later date

-i am actually trying to figure out how to budget in a sustainable way, while also brainstorming ways to make mutual aid more accessible and friendly to folks

-i am being more patient and gentle with myself in some ways, and firm in others

-i am no longer standing around idly allowing my life and time to pass

-i am letting my guard down slowly and intentionally

-i was asked to speak as a panelist at my old college!

ok turns out i can't go to services tomorrow because they conflict with my test schedule. but i should still go sleep.