3:29.5.7.2021

Today is my Callen Lorde appointment, which not to drag it but kind of feels like the first day of the next chapter of my life.

I am tired. I am tired of unsustainability. I am tired of inconsistency.

Within myself.

I am tired of my lack of structure and purpose.

I am tired of complaining about the things I want to change, and not doing what I can and should be doing to enact the changes I wish to see.

Starting hormones will hopefully help foster enough momentum to keep me moving forward.

If not, it will be coming from within.